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Widows From the Violence: Finding Healing in Mutual Support by Peggy Faw Gish

Naomi & Hope among the most vulnerable of the victims of Boko Haram, are the women in Nigeria who have not only lost their homes and family possessions, but also their husbands, and have to find a way to care for themselves and their children alone.  In my three months among them, I have met a number of such women, but three, I have come to know more personally.
Naomi  One-year-old “Hope” crawls around on the floor of the reception area at the headquarters of EYN (Ekklesiyar Yan’uwa a Nigeria, or the Church of the Brethren in Nigeria) in Jos.  She has a quick smile and inquisitive face.  Every time she heads toward the door to the outside steps, Naomi, her mother, gets up and catches her just in time.  Naomi was working as a secretary at the former headquarters near Mubi, when Boko Haram attacked there on October 29, 2014.
She and her daughters, Blessing (18) and Hope (1) fled with throngs of others. Her husband, Bello Philip Mwada, and their three sons, Moses, Emmanuel, and Haruna, who left a little later, were shot and killed by Boko Haram fighters. She believes that her husband, a member of the Nigerian Police Force, was targeted because several times he found out that militant fighters were coming to a particular community, and he warned the residents to flee.  Now they live in Jos and she works at the temporary EYN headquarters. Blessing will soon be finishing secondary school, and hopes to be able to go to a university, but does not know how she will do that financially.
 In spite of her losses and grief, Naomi expressed her grateful for the EYN community which has helped her during these difficult times, and to God who gives her strength.  One day, as I sat with Naomi in the reception room, tears came to our eyes as we spoke of the pain and fear any woman faces losing her husband suddenly, not to mention the added trauma of going back and finding his and their sons’ bodies and arranging to have them buried.

 Elizabeth  I met Elizabeth, from Mubi, in a week-log trauma healing workshop.  During a time provided for participants to share what they went through, she poured out her anguish. Others listened caringly and allowed her to release some of the pain and anger. “When Boko Haram attacked,” she told the group, “My husband and three children disappeared while they were trying to escape, and are still missing, so I believe they are dead. All my property is damaged or stolen. It took me four days to get to a place of refuge.” When the group discussed forgiveness, she spoke out and said, “Now, I want to forgive.”  During the lunch break, Elizabeth and I walked around the grounds of the retreat center. Though she knew little English, she pointed out to me the cashew, guava, maringa and other fruit bearing trees, and told me their names in the Hausa language. I could see that she was finding healing in connecting not only with others who are going through a similar healing process, but also with the beauty and life-giving vegetation of her native land.

 Monica  One of the more difficult stories I heard, however, was from Monica.  In 2009, in the middle of the night, Boko Haram fighters entered their home in the town of Michika.  Monica witnessed them beheading her husband, and cutting the throats of two of her three sons, killing them. Next, they turned to her and brutally cut her left arm as she raised her arm to defend herself. Then they cut her throat and left her for dead.  A neighbor found her, still alive, and took her to the hospital. Since then, she has had numerous surgeries to repair her throat and her arm, and yet, more are needed. But even harder for her, has been dealing with the trauma of her attack and the loss of her husband and two sons. Now, she and her remaining son live in Jos.
 I occasionally see her and Naomi talking quietly together as they pause from their work. Amazing to me is the strength she demonstrates as she keeps walking ahead, choosing life. She attributes this to her faith, but also to the prayers, comfort and support given her from other widows and friends.  Life is not easy for Naomi, Elizabeth, and Monica, and many other widows due to the violence. Like others, they have been uprooted and are uncertain about their future home and means of support. All three, like others who’ve been displaced, receive food and supplies when it distributed by EYN or other NGOs. All, having participated in a trauma healing workshop for widows, understand that their grief and pain will not quickly dissipate.  They face and feel aloneness, yet are not completely alone.  They find healing as they express their pain and seek to forgive. And they find healing not only as others support them, but as they, in turn, give loving support to others also dealing with loss.  Peggy Faw Gish


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